Monday, March 30, 2009
& I know what to do...
Take it or leave it is what I am gonna tell you. Smsed you no reply, called & I can't get through. Fine. I've done whatever I can, & you still wants to be like this, there's nothing I can do either. I shall not disturb you futher then. =)
&... MAN THINK WITH brain DICK!!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
I know, everything started due to me being unreasonable. I admit its MY fault & I apologised! & its MY fault too that I last minute didn't want to watch the movie, & you went to watch it alone. I was standing & sitting at the place where you find me from 630pm till you came to look for me, thinking & reflecting. I feel much better after that but............................. you simply just ignore me. FINE! You simply just ignore me.
You know I'll starts to have bad temper when I am hungry. Worse still, we keep walking round & round just to look for that wulu Marche place. I really got no energy to walk that I just drag myself. YOU SHOULD KNOW VERY WELL THAT WHEN I AM HUNGRY I MUST HAVE FOOD!!! If you don't know, it simply means that you don't know me well at all, after together for a year. When we can't find Marche & asked what you want to eat, you say don't know. When I mentioned a place, you didn't want! =.= Then what??? I simply have no energy to wait & think of what to eat for lunch ok!
& I was damn irritated by the crowds & looking for the presents. I totally got NO IDEA what to get for them. & you just keep following behind me which I really don't like that feeling. YOU ARE MY BF NOT MY BODYGUARD for godsake! It just pissed me further.
When I told you I got no mood for the movie, what's your response?? You said you will go for the movie yourself & asked me to go home. HOW GREAT IS THAT HUH??!! My mind just blank out after hearing your answer.
You said I am crazy. You said you are human too.... you said...... you said YOU DON'T OWE ME ANYTHING!! Ya.... thaks for saying that, making it so straight-cut. & so, does it mean that a line is cut between us, & what's urs are urs, what's mine are mine??
You just don't seems to bother when I suddenly disappear. You don't seems to bother where I am, where I go..... Or maybe, you just don't bother at all. When I finally get to see you after the movie, first thing you told me is YOU WANT TO GO HOME!! FINE! You don't even bother to ask am I hungry.
History is repeating again! & I am very sure that it will repeat again in future.
& so, are you still going to ignore me further till you are willing to talk to me?? Or is this some sort of cold war whereby we'll just ignore each other & sooner or later, it becomes a silent break?? Is this what you want???
There's nothing much I can do either. Crying is of no use, wasting my tears on you. Talking to you will only get no response........ so, there's just nothing I can do right. So, I am going to ignore as well????
I don't understand, why everytime when I am stubborn, pissed, irritated you will be the same too? Why can't you just give in a little to me? & when I give in, it seems worse!! Why is that so? Just like when I already apologised to you, give in to you just now...... you simply ignore me.
OH! I remembered you told me that I don't have to give in right? You said that I am old enough to think... & you said I am childish huh??!! Well, I admit, I am childish. TOO BAD!
SO..... 4months away is a GOOD thing, for us! Seriously. I guess I need a break........ same goes to you as well. Like what I had said, whether we can be together or not will depend...
Gosh! I am feeling hungry & feverish now. Guess I better get some sleep. Night.
Friday, March 27, 2009
The questions being asked were @#Q%*)*@&#@^%#@Q* kinda FUCKED UP! & it wasn't in the handbook. =.= Damn pissed la. 我实在是不甘愿!!!!!! I was like asking dear dear why I didn't make it throughout the day.... HAHA!!
& I was kinda pissed with dear dear initially, but knowing the reason why he didn't contact me makes me forget bout it. & I was surprised to see him waiting for me outside the room when I am out. =) Feel so great & relief in a way. Its like he is there for me when I needed him. =) & its really sweet of him to console me & makes me feel better when I keep whining & complain like a bitch to him. HE is just so patient towards me.... trying to cheer me up.
Thanks hunny! *muacks. You simply do makes me feel superb much better.... =)
& so....... headed to AMK Hub for my breakfast + lunch + dinner. At this HK cafe which is not really good & didn't satisfied me at all! =.= Walked around & I went to get another advance book. HAHA!
Home-sweet-home since I got no mood la!
& back to work tomorrow. =.= SIANZ!!
I miss dear dear le. HAHA!! & he is very naughty naughty today! ;P
Nights.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
& dear dear, this morning smsed me & said that he can't OFF tomorrow!
&^&$#$#$@#$@&^)(*^$">&^&$#$#$@#$@&^)(*^$
WTF!! ARGH! Forget it! Its always the case! That's why I don't expect much with what he said. Cz most of the time, I'll end up with d-i-s-a-p-o-i-n-t-m-e-n-t. =( & that's simply why I HATE his job to the max. Words by them can't be trusted, can't believe. BOO!
But he said that he will look for me after my advance test. Well, at least that makes me feel better. I still don't expect much though. He said he can leave early but......... well..... you know...... can't really be trusted!
& I feel like going for a shopping spree cz I am stress+ not in a good mood.... maybe its just an excuse... but.... I just feel like spending...... =x
Alright. I shall do some online questions for my advance.. waiting for dear dear to come fetch me. He has finish work le.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
& so....... today, dear dear managed to leave work early so he called & said that he will go to CGH for the checkup. Who knows, he has to return in the afternoon so he came over to pick me first. I was superb rush cz I just finish bathing when he reach! In order not to make him & Garfield wait...... I gotta rush lo.....
Then went to get dear dear's spect done cz he got this kuku spect from Malaysia & he wants to get the lens done. Garfield & him gonna wear he kuku spects out & dress/act kuku! =.= Asked me to join them......... 0.o Abit crazy can. LOL!!
Had lunch & back to CGH again. Dear dear waited for 1.5hours for his turn! =.= & I saw Edwin... think that's his name, can't really remember though. =x
After that we went to Bugis. & dear dear got himself more stickers for his car! =.= & I got myself hp sticker. =) Went to Faceshop to get makeup remover & moisturiser too.
& we went to watch 'Confession of a Shopaholic'. =)
NICE SHOW MUST WATCH!!! Comedy+ romance+friendship..... nice! & the shoes & clothes are nice nice!! The main actress 'Rebecca' is pretty!
& after the show.... we went for our dinner!
Simply love this place! I find it cheap, you can eat anything & everything from the menu, & the food is fresh! =)
Home-sweet-home after that. Dear dear gotta work tomorrow... I am OFF! Gonna study for my advance. =x
Had a great day & laugh with dear dear & Garfield. =) Seriously, I can't wait for dear dear to sail, cz I can't wait for him to be back by my side again.
& I shall stop here. =)
Its YOU, who completes ME! ♥
& he came to fetch me from work. Went to look for this guy who dear dear bought car accessories from him. He got me a mirror at the passenger seat cz I complaint that why there's no mirror there! =x & its not cheap lo! So sweet of him once again..... =) He always take in my 'complain' & change it. KEKE! I know, you dote on me dear! =)
Went for dinner before home-sweet-home. =)
Dear dear came to pick me up from work yesterday & went to Changi Village for dinner but its not open due to washing... so we went to opposite instead. Nice dinner! =)
I'll be accompany dear dear for check up tomorrow... at Changi hospital. The place we met again. & I am FINALLY OFF again till Friday! WHEE~ so happy!!
My morale is getting lower & lower each day going to work. SIANZ!!!
Nights. =)
LATE princess!* I N S A N I T Y* fairtales happily ever after, will it really happen?? **need a short getaway... says (12:32 AM):
wat if u not gg to marry me?
Raymond- says (12:35 AM):
then how?
LATE princess!* I N S A N I T Y* fairtales happily ever after, will it really happen?? **need a short getaway... says (12:35 AM):
i ask u u ask me bk =.=
Raymond- says (12:36 AM):
i really don't know how mah
LATE princess!* I N S A N I T Y* fairtales happily ever after, will it really happen?? **need a short getaway... says (12:36 AM):
will u?
Raymond- says (12:36 AM):
nope
LATE princess!* I N S A N I T Y* fairtales happily ever after, will it really happen?? **need a short getaway... says (12:36 AM):
so sure?
Raymond- says (12:37 AM):
yeap
LATE princess!* I N S A N I T Y* fairtales happily ever after, will it really happen?? **need a short getaway... says (12:38 AM):
wat makes u so sure?
Raymond- says (12:38 AM):
feel lor
Raymond- says (12:50 AM):
eh u didn't blog today?
LATE princess!* I N S A N I T Y* fairtales happily ever after, will it really happen?? **need a short getaway... says (12:50 AM):
haha... u keep refreshing the page is it?
y must u read it b4 u slp?
Raymond- says (12:50 AM):
haha
used to it le ma
LATE princess!* I N S A N I T Y* fairtales happily ever after, will it really happen?? **need a short getaway... says (12:51 AM):
ya.. it has become part of ur life le.
wat if u r away for 4mths & I've not been posting.... ??
Raymond- says (12:51 AM):
don't know leh... will be very sian lor
and worried don't know what happened to u lor
LATE princess!* I N S A N I T Y* fairtales happily ever after, will it really happen?? **need a short getaway... says (12:52 AM):
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
& dear dear came to pick me up from work with Garfield. Head down to Downtown to watch
Its damn funny la! MUST WATCH SHOW!! We all laugh like mad inside. LOL!!
Before that we had dinner there & it was selling Vegetarian food & we didn't even know! HAHA!
After then show, we went to Changi Village cz I was to see.... but only manage to see 2! =.= No lucky.
& we are going to Malaysia tomorrow for shopping~~ ^^ WHEE~!!!
&&... I need to work Sunday for 1/2 day, which is fine for me.. HEHE!!
Did I mentioned that I am early today! =) Even meet Bryan for breakfast! HAHA! & we guys with those working on Sunday gonna meet for Mac breakfast! =)
& I shall tune in now cz its 2am & tomorrow will be a long day for me! Nights.
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My love love~ my hunny baby! ♥
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Suay cz I miss the bus & the train...
Lucky cz I managed to get a cab from Bedok & always all traffic lights are in green! PHEW! & so... I managed to reach like 5minutes before the reporting time.
Lunch in. Nobody accompany me for lunch. =( Had Long John Silver.... & those have lunch after me had LJS too... LOL!! I bring business for them.
Didn't meet dear dear today. Not feeling well + not having enough rest so he's home. & I bet he is in his lalaland cz I sms & call him no response! ..... Its my 3rd day not seeing me... & I am still alright. Surprisingly! =) Seriously, I have change!! But I bet noobody believe me la! =.= In the past, I'll be depressed + sad + upset cz I don't get to see him blahblahblah... but now, no such feelings & thoughts le. maybe tinyminiweenybits.... BUT, but... I am totally fine bout it now. & I guess its better for me! AT least I am much happier.... & I believe I'll be able to cope when he's not around for 4months. =) YEAH!! At times, he'll have his own personal time as well for me......
& so..... after work... I went dinner with Jolynn, Bryan, Alvin, Darren, Chole, June & Winnie! Bak Kut Teh at East Coast Road! Had a good talk & laugh. =) Its nice to chill out with colleagues after work, chat bout the customers we faced etc..... =)
& Alvin send me home once again! =) He will send me home when we are out together.. keke. Thanks =)
& so... I am ending here..... nights.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Pauline is finally back to work! =)
I bought Clarins cleanser & moisturiser....... that cost me $100+. =.=
Bought Bento home for dinner! & I realised that I can't bring beef home! But its too late already. =x
Dear dear is finally back. He is sick. Poor thing. Not enough sleep! May not see him tomorrow if he is still sick. & I think he will....... cz he is having duty tonight = can't rest= will not recover! =.=
Still haven touch my Advance theory.... =x
I received my top that I had bought online! =)
& I am going to sleep now.. Nights.
I guess I've change..
which I think its good for me..
as for you,
I don't know its good or bad...
I don't want to suffer,
to be miserable & depressed,
upset & unhappy when you are away due to your job...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
& I was kinda force to clear my AL = Annual Leave! I left with 12days which I brought forward last year & I need to clear it by June! & so........ I want a short getaway from Sg... anywhere is fine. =)
Selina darling is real sweet! She is going to Bangkok with me!!!! =) SO HAPPY! We are planning to go at end of May~ & I am so going to shop till I drop! LOL!!! So excited!! & if my schedule allows, we may go Bintan before that! WHEE~ SO EXCITED CAN!! I am going to Bangkok, then to Hongkong when dear dear is back!!!!!! =)
Its time for me to enjoy my life, I want to enjoy my life now since I am still young... I just want to play before I grow old! =x
& I need to clear another 10days of AL by Dec. Will use it on Sept.......... But kinda difficult cz I still have my OFF! =.= *headache!
&&... I was trying to do online questions for my Advance theory..... & trying to do it! & I shall do another few rounds before I go to bed.
Photos tomorrow. Sorry! Night.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Woke up at 11+am. Force myself to do so lo! So tired can! Superb nice to sleep.....
Faster prepare & out I go to meet Selina darling. SO afraid I can't make it in time & delay her lunch time. But when I reach there, she's not done yet! & I waited for her... its raining~
Had my brunch at Thai Express... & had a quick yet good catch up with her! =) Really happy to see her la! Though we seldom meet up but our chemistry is still there.... amazingly... right darling?? =) Meet up soon again ok! For shopping & gossiping.. KEKE!! =)
After send her back to branch, decided to do pedicure while waiting for dear dear. & feel so happy after that. HEHE! I always feel so happy & good to see nice nice toes... makes me happy lo! & I even sign up for their package! $204 for Classic Pedi for 6times + 1time free... so each time cost bout $29! Find it worth. =) Once awhile splurge & pamper myself....
Then dear dear came to pick me up with Garfield. They gotta book in before 7pm & when I meet him, its already 4+pm! =.= Don't know where to go & ended up at iKea. Had their dinner there & shop around.
Took a bus over to wifey's place myself. Laopo already there & they are in the process in making the cake. HAHA! Had dinner at her place. Her mama so good lo, when we go over she'll cook for us! =) Love her cooking lo..... she's just like my godmother... :P cz wifey is my sis ma. KEKE!
Stay at her place to chat & look at the photos..... damn funny lo!! LOL!
Dear dear is away & will be back on Thursday......
I am soooooooooooo looking forward to my HK trip in Sept!! =) Wifey was asking when we going & said make it on Sept! & wait for dear dear to be back from his trip as well. WHEE~!!! Excited & so looking forward to it. =)
Alright. Shall sleep early tonight. Photos tomorrow.
Night.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Dear dear abandon me! He went to attend his friend's wedding, at Sentosa! Never bring me along.... =(
Work has been superb sianz these few days... really a waste of time to work on weekends... *haiz.
& yesterday after work, dear dear drove me to Marina Barrage. Nothing much there, purpose to go there is to view the scenery. Our first time there.
Was in a damn sucky mood yesterday, in fact whole day. =( & I was kinda showing attitudes towards dear dear. When he told me he has sailing on Monday makes me superb irritated somemore. Cz I won't be seeing him for 4days! =.= SUCKS!!
But he was patient & tolerance enough & I feel much better after that. Thanks hunny... *muacks.
& we went to Lau Pat Sat for dinner. It was kinda scary to go there cz almost a representative for each stall will follow you wherever you go, till you got a seat! =.= Touting is the word!
& there's live band over there. Kinda cool ya.... in these kind of place.... HAHA!!
Feeling sleepy already...... tomorrow gonna look for Selina darling for lunch. Finally can get to see her le! =) YEAH I AM FINALLY OFF TOMORROW!!!!! But gotta work for another 4days straight after that. =.= & will be going over to BY's place after that cz laopo said he wants to back cheese cake. I just go over for fun. HAHA!!
& I haven't study for my advance which is like next week! =x Damn shit!
Nights.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
&&&.. SUPERB GOOD NEWS!!! TELLERS IN THE BANK DOES NOT NEED TO DO REFFERAL ANYMORE~!!! WHEE!!! Everyone was damn happy la! =x Suddenly stress-free! =)
Was superb sleepy the whole day! Even I had coffee. *haiz. Was raining again......
My Silly is back on shore. He came to pick me up after work with Garfield. =) Had 2rounds of dinner. 1st to Changi Village for Chicken rice. Next to Chomp chomp for Hokkien mee, Satays & Stingray! LOL!! They just release out that's why ate so much!! =x
Working tomorrow is depress!
Nights.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Had lunch with Boss today! Heh! Surprise I know because...... nobody to lunch with me so I ask him. HAHA! Bryan said I so desperate till I ask Boss. LOL! & he treat me for lunch! SO paiseh! Accompany me for lunch & treat me.
After work, had junkies for dinner! =.= Cz had a small snacks gathering....
Today is Jenny mama last day of work. Will look for her at City Link when I pop by. =) Defintely will miss her, & her Hokkien-ish. LOL!.
Dear dear is not bad yet.
& I've been online shopping~~~ I just received my BB cream & compact powder!! =)
Shall post some photos.... =)
The main in the photos is not me! =.= Its the girl in white. Reason being she looks like...... 
WHEE~ we've know each other for 5yrs le.... my buddy & sister! =) 
meow meow eating.... 
red eye.... =.= 
My monsters!!
♥
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
CH is on the way to airport now. He'll be away to Taiwan till 9th April.
Dear dear called me before he sail. =) Looking forward to Friday to see him. 28days more & he will be away for 4months.
Anyway, I must rant bout this:
I SPENT $22 ON CAB FROM PASIR RIS TO MARINE PARADE!!! =.= Felt cheated!
Well, I took the black expensive cab which starts at $5 when boarding & the meter jumps at $0.30 or $0.40 each time. *haiz. 上了贼车!!!
I was kinda late to go back to my branch for my apprasial cz I kinda overslept. Damn tired la. & that's the price of it.
CH came to meet me & we went to Bugis for brunch. V8 Cafe. After that walked around to look for Jenny Q. present. Tomorrow will be her last day in branch. =( & I got her a bottle of Estee Lauder Pleasure perfume & a card.
& I went to get magazine- 女人我最大
Then to Bugis Street.
Then to Temple... ask CH to pray for safety-ness.
To Marine Square to get his thing.
To town. Meeting Lilian & Gina for dinner. Walked around then to Mos for rest. Had nuggets & milk tea. They came to look for us. Went Pastamania. Ate again. Had Prawn Aligo pasta.
One of our favourite hangout place.After dinner, walked around cz don't know where to go, & home-sweet-home!
Took couple of photos... hehe! & its been a long time since I take pict with dear dear le!! =(
Took this while I am at Vivo...
HELLO KITTY!!!!! 
I WANT THE BALLOONS!!!!Time to sleep! Back to work... 4days to next OFF! =(
Dear dear having duty + sailing today. Won't be seeing him for 2days. I am damn free today lo.
CH will be flying to taiwan tonight. Will be meeting him before he go. & he will be back on the day dear dear sail out for 4months.
Ok! Its 11am le. I better get going......
Monday, March 09, 2009
Feeling so bloated now! 28days has pass & its the day of the month again! It is just so damn accurate for me! =.= No mood for anything... maybe there is, for my dear dear. =)
Lappy batt is low.... but lazy to charge....
Geylang China prostitutes there's young & very pretty ones!! Like model! Just can't understand why they are standing there. =.= Oh! Went to Geylang for Dim Sum for dinner. Last minute suggestion by me! HAHA! Initial plan was to Serangoon Garden. Then ask dear dear drive me to see prostitutes. Lots of young young de... with old bei bei.. =.= Its raining & they were holding umbrellas.....
Sorry hunny I cried again. Lots of thoughts going through my mind while you hug me. =) Love your hugs..... I know I am silly... sorry. & I LOVE YOU! You know I do. =)
& its been quite some times since you said the 3 words to me huh?!
Alright. Better go sleep le. That's what dear dear said. Night. =)
Sunday, March 08, 2009
can you see it in my eyes.....Saturday, March 07, 2009
SO BORED LA!!
Its going to be 130am & I am still awake! =.= & dear dear is gonna kill me cz he asked me to sleep early before he goes to bed.
Anyway, its really my SUAY day today!
Firstly, my alarm rang. I pressed it off & back to sleep. The next thing I know, I jump up check my phone & its 830am!!! So damn late! Then I quickly prepare & out of my house.
I forgot my watch. So I called my maid to bring it down for me. Guess what, she brought down a t-shirt. =.= WTF! Is she dumb or what?? @.@
Then I waited so long for the bus I called Bryan. I almost wanted to took a cab from my place to his place then work, but the bus came. SO I decided to took a cab from Bedok instead.
In the bus, I drop my newly bought foundation & its gone!! i can't find it. =.=
At Bedok, NO cab! Best still. =.= Was kinda late already. Thank god we still managed to reach in time & change.
Then, got news that Jenny mama & Bryan is going to transfer out!! =(
& our working hours & OFF day will be change. & we don't have the luxury to have alternate weekends for OFF! WTF!!! This is insane la! Weekends is like the only time I can spend with my bf & now, not anymore. =.= Seriously, time to go...... for me!
&... bf smsed me. Was damn happy to see his sms cz he's back. But when I read it, I immediately depressed! He need to stay in for duty!! WTF! I SERIOUSLY GOT NOTHING TO SAY! I told him maybe he can get back to me only after he leave his job. & I'm kinda considering this. Maybe, I'll be happier in this way. I don't want to get disappointment again & again.... its really depressing. What's the point of having a bf who is not by your side most of the time, especially when you needed him most?? =(
WHATEVER LA! *haiz
Anyway, CH came to accompany me for lunch, Mos Burger. & after work, I was damn hungry, so CH accompany me for dinner. I travelled all the way to Suntec for sushi. Had buffet again. HAHA!
After that I went home myself. Wanted to take a cab, dear dear asked me to take a cab as well. But took train in the end cz long queue outside Raffles City Shopping Centre. =.=
& dear dear called me just now. =)
Alright. Gotta sleep. Tomorrow going pak tor with dear dear. Night.
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Anyway, I've changed my hairstyle & I look totally like a NERD now!! =( I've been whining bout my hair & I've called the hairstylist that I adores BUT he is not around till next week & I can't stand my hair anymore so I decided to go to I*con to do my hair & I kinda regret now. *haiz. Shall wait for it to grow longer & go back to my hairstylist! I really don't mind travel all the way to another end just to have pretty hair!! 爱美是要牺牲代价的!!
& another thing of me that I hate: I always have the urge to cut my fringes into bang whenever I go for haircut & so, I'll snap it short. After that, I'll be damn regret & wanted to have long fringe BUT once I have it, I'll find it irritating! Then I will want to have bang =.= 人真难满足喔！
So... I damn regret now lo... I like my fringe when its about this length;
Just nice! =) Longer than that or shorter than that is sucky!
So, I sat in the salon for 2hours plus doing rebond & cut. I regret rebonding my fringes! Cz once its cut into bang... IT LOOK SO WEIRD!! =.= & I doze off in between. =.= Was actually reading the advance theory book then I feel so sleepy luh!
& I look like this now;
*haiz. Like a wig right??? *double haiz Tomorrow when dear dear is back & he saw me.... he may not recognise me. =(
& I gotta wait bout 2 weeks for it to look more natural. =(
CH came to look for me after his thingy, then headed to Coffee Bean for a drink cz I in need of caffeine. Had cheesecake too. =) & I accidentally took this;
Oh! I bought a dress while he got a T. HAHA! Spend money again! Shall wear it out on Saturday when I go pak tor with dear dear. =)
Then we went to Bugis to have steamboat! FINALLY LA! I've been wanting to eat steamboat & its rainy day... so a good day to eat. & with Mike. CH's friend.
$15 for adult. Cheap but not really nice. 
What does it looks like?? ♥ 
All eaten by CH! There's still more! You should have see the way he eat it. SCARY!! 
Alright. Gotta sleep le. Back to work tomorrow after 3days of OFF! SO FAST!! =.=
& 2 more photos of me before I sign off... heh!
Was wearing the belt dear dear gave me. =)
