Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Just hung the phone not long with dear dear.


He is sick!! All of a sudden. Poor thing. He is supposed to be away for 2days but now that he is sick, he will be having a long weekend instead. Gotta see a doc tomorrow. =(









Met up with laopo for K Lunch. =) Totally no voice to sing & ended up sitting there watching MTV. Its freaking cold can...... was shivering lo... After that we went to PS to get my stuffs! Went to Cotton On to get shorts, spent $50! & then to this shop which I am not going to reveal.... *shhhhhhhhh.. its a secret! Only laopo knows. =) & we both wear couple wear today! KEKE! Both of us wear purple top!! ^^



Then home-sweet-home cz he meeting BY & MP for dinner.







& I was kinda pissed off with the citibank guy who's in charge of my credit card! & he sent a courier to my place to collect the documents from me instead. HAHA! Better still la! Was surprised that I am able to apply one. My first Credit Card. =) But I am going to get two instead.






Alright. Gonna post some photos... random photos I took, from the newest to the oldest...



Today, in the room. Both of us are freezing!!



The day I wore my kuku spects to work that cause everyone to ask. LOL. Call me Principal Yeo! :P

Went to Paulaner agin on Saturday night where the shits happened. All I want is to drink drank drunk..




Isn't this adorable?? Bought this from Watson when I saw it! =)



Happened to see this when dear dear is driving.



Kitty pen & nail-clipper! =) Bought these at Jurong Point.



Cute! =)
















& I shall post the photos taken on CNY branch dinner.


Me, Winnie, Connie, Cindy & Hwee Qing









The girls & a guy.




Fanny, Sidah, Hwee Qing, me & Winnie



Hwee Qing & me.



Boss & the other half...




In the toilet...










p/s: Just received an sms from dear dear's friend's wife. She told me that dear dear will be away for 4months!!! =( Shall not think too much bout it. Gonna confirm with dear dear..


Crazily in LOVE with you*


Went to Bedok Market Place for dinner again after work! KEKE! Ordered a lot la! Ended up dear dear finished all' :P That will explain why he is growing side way. KEKE! =x








Its my OFF tomorrow.... & gonna sing k with laopo!! =) Dear dear will be away for 2days, again. =.=








Nights. =)




















p/s: I love being naughty with you.. you get what I mean ya, bf!! :P

Crazily in LOVE with you*


Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Sunshine after the rain... =)







I am fine now. We are fine now. =)



But I am still little upset & pissed with what he had done to me! Was like questioning & nagging & saying the same thing over & over again non-stop just now to him. HAHA! DEAR DEAR YOU BETTER BE REGRETFUL WITH WHAT YOU HAD DONE TO ME HOR!!! All thanks to you, being so heartless & cold-blooded, that I cried so hard for you again.... & I realised that my heart has numb & my tears have dried up. The second time I cried so hard for you...





Don't forget what you had done to me cz I may do back to you one day, or even worse. Angry is not a valid reason for what you had done ok!!




I can forgive but not forget. I will never forget what had happened on Saturday & yesterday. I feel so lonely so alone even I am with you. & the answers you gave to my questions was damn heart-breaking too! You will never know how I feel..... NEVER!!






But whatever it is, I am glad everything is over. =) Really glad.






& thanks laopo & CH for being there for me. =) Laopo was worried for me that he even called dear dear! & he will smsed me as & when he can even though he was working, to check on me. Thanks. =) & CH, thanks for accompanied me out, to cheer me up to stop me from thinking negative & such...... Thanks. =)






BY! I don't know are you angry with me cz of my reply on Saturday. I am sorry cz I wasn't feeling good at that point of time. Anyway, thanks for helping to get S.H.E album queue up & got it sign! & I damn regret I never go.... I WANT TO SEE HEBE LA!! You mentioned she's very pretty~~ =( I owe you a treat k. =)







Anyway, town with CH yesterday to accompany him get present for his 's' girl. LOL! He got her a Tiffiany & Co. necklace which I help him to choose, heart shape pendant with diamond in the center, superb nice la.. & it cost $560!!!!! & I saw a mesh ring with a heart shape design on it... cost $345, dmn nice la! Which guy is willing to get it for me I'll marry him. LOL! There's another design with diamond that cost $600+ 0r $800, nice too.... but I prefer the heart one. =)









& bf finally wants to meet me after all the shit, for a movie. & I kinda regret meeting him though. Haiz. Shall not mentioned. I'll remembered! & we watched this show, 'Valkyrie'. Not bad but not my type la.... =.= Romance & comedy is still my taste.














& dear dear picked me up from work today & drove to Bedok Market Place for dinner. =) Damn long never go there le. Guess we will be there more often le. =)







I wore spects to work today since my eyes not in good condition for contact lenses... due to not sleeping on Saturday night + all the cryings make my eyes damn small & puffy & tired.. *poor eyes. & everyone, regardless my colleagues or boss or customers who knows me asked why I am wearing spects! LOL! Damn funny la. & I repeated my answer like don't know how many times lo! 'I want to give my eyes a rest' is what I said. They are so not use to it. KEKE!












& its going to be 1am & I better stop here c bf is waiting for me to finish blogging, & he is going ot read it first before he is willing to go sleep! SILLY!




















I hate still love him so much even though I went through so much shit! ARGH!! Love is blind..




Crazily in LOVE with you*


Sunday, February 22, 2009

Just what is going on?? Within a day, or rather a night, everything seems to change. Including you. Why is that so?

I called you umpteen times, I smsed you umpteen times, I asked where are you, but there's no response. You don't even care whether I am home safe or not. And where are you?? KTV PUB!!


Do you know how I feel inside me?? It seems like my heart was stab countless time till it has no more feelings, break into zillion pieces that it can't be fix anymore. Why can't you just return my call or sms me back, so that I know you are fine. Why are you avoiding me?? Why are you ignoring me?? I was crying like a mad woman but do you know that?? I was so worried bout you do you know that?? NO!! YOU DON'T! YOU ARE OUT AT KTV PUB WITH YOUR FRIENDS!! & I almost went to look for you.



All I want is to talk to you. You being like these, what's the difference between Jason then?? If you want to leave, at least let me know. & not ignoring me, avoiding me! I am still waiting. & I'll still continue to sms & call you till you response. I know its irritating but I really need to know what's the problem. I am sorry for being sucha nusinance.

Crazily in LOVE with you*


Friday, February 20, 2009

You asked why am I angry??!!



Well, if you are really rushing for time in future, then please,
PLEASE DO NOT MEET ME!! I rather you not to meet me if you are tired, rushing for time balahblahblah. It makes me feel bad, in a way. & do you know how I feel when I heard what you told me just now? You said you rather eat instant noodles, cz you are rushing for time. Rushing for time!!! WTF! The word 'rushing for time' just keep repeating in my mind & I rather you just leave. Better still, don't meet me. Its really very upsetting, if you want to know. Maybe you can put yourself in my shoe, & repeat what you had said to yourself...... maybe by then, you'll understand. Maybe. Not.





I know, you gotta wake up damn early tomorrow, I understand. But must you say you are rushing for time, when I finally get to see you when you back?? Must you??




Forget it. I guess you won't understand. Maybe, you can, you should try to be sensitive...

Crazily in LOVE with you*


Thursday, February 19, 2009

I SHALL SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT!! Though its going to be 12am...

Something is wrong with me! Late at night, I'll be damn awake & it the morning, I can't wake up for work. =.= wtf?! Seriously I need to do something! My dark circles is getting bad to worse.
=( Maybe dear dear need to pat me to sleep... but its always him who ended up falling asleep & still patting me! LOL. That's kinda amazing. ;P



I MISS HIM! He said he'll be back at 2359. Hmmmmmmmmm....
















& I always ended up having cuts/ bruises/ here & there. =.=












I miss singing k & sun-tanning....
















& I seriously need a hair cut!! Dear dear, did you hear me??!!












Want to do eye-lash extention again...

























I need to go Watson to stock up my stuffs... & I need to get more shorts.....



































& dear dear showed this to me! SO CUTE CAN!! Dear dear I also want our xiao bai like that! Heh! :P










Ok I am being damn random here. Working is boring, but the company at work makes it good. =)

















Night!


Crazily in LOVE with you*


Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I am currently chatting with this guy who I know through facebook & he is damn funny!! LMAO!! He is a year younger & is a hairdresser! *cool.



& I am currently listen to 王力宏 latest album '心.跳'. =)












& dear dear is away again... =( For 2days.. *lonely me. But the great thing for today is........
HE CAME TO LUNCH WITH ME! ^^ Cz he only needs to book in in the evening so he comes to accompany for lunch. SO HAPPY that I an get to see him. *sweet of you hunny! ^^


& I get myself a new spects!! Like finally! =) SO happy too.




Had maggie mee for dinner lo! =.=














Anyway, yesterday was a day out with laopo! =) Was late as usual. =x & he wear till so 帅. HAHA! We went to this Japanese restaurant located at Scotts for our brunch.



Waiting for train... he so busy smsing.



His Zara jeans my Zara leggings. & I love my shoe! =)




My treat! Reason being he accompanied me out, I was late, he was sad cz no V'day present. So treat him to cheer him up! =) Cz he is superficial!! LOL

Halfway through the meal, BY smsed asked where she can find the bear she first saw at Robinson, cz she wants to get for her bf. Asked us to look for it. I asked her to join us for dinner she said see how. If there's the bear she's eyeing, she will meet us & get the bear... then maybe go home after that!! =.= 重色轻友!!!!!!!!! Laopo will get me!

& I received a call from dear dear. He said he finish work le!! =) SO he came to town to meet us when he is done with his things. SO HAPPY!! =)



Yummyyummy! =)




& we I starts to camwhore cz its been some time I do it. LOL!








Trying to make my face look smaller/slimmer. LOL!




Taken by laopo & its scary!



His scary purple eyes... his favourite color btw!




See.. told you he is BUSY!!







After full full, we went to Taka to check out the bear for BY, but don't have. Then walked back to FEP cz I want to get shoe for work, & lashes glue. Oh! & its a must for me to get a cup of HK milk coffee when I am at FEP! I superb love it! =)

Surprisingly I only get the things I want. I didn't anyhow spend! HEHE!

& I gave dear dear a shocked! LOL! I saw him walked pass so I secretly walked behind him & jump up on him. He said he nearly want to bash me up cz somebody suddenly attack him. LOL! Lucky I siam fast, if not I'll be disfigure. LOL!


Walked around then went to look for lapo's da jie & his niece. SUPERB ADBORABLE CAN! & she dressed up in all pink! ^^ I keep teasing her & talked to her, & she smile.. SO CUTE!! AWwwwwww.. babies & small kids simply melt my heart. =)




Dinner, we settled at Aston located at Serangoon Garden. We went to Serangoon Central initially & couldn't find the place. My fault, wrong info. =x Anyway, nice dinner. Great laugh as well. Love my dear dear & laopo. =)



Dear dear acting camera shy! LOL!




Dear dear got this fix at the side of his doors.... I like. Nice! =)
















Thats that! Shall go sleep le. Had nightmare last night. Bus overturn. So clear so scary! =(

















& a customer said she thought I am Malay/mix-blood. Do I??? So many people said it!! Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...











p/s: all photos are not edited. LAZY!

Crazily in LOVE with you*


Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Damnit! I thought today is my OFF day & I'll be able to sleep more but who knows a call from Citibank called me at 10+am blahblahblah ask me to online & said will call back in 10mins time but its already more than 30mins & no call from him yet!! WTF!!! I shall off my com & back to sleep! ARGH!!

Crazily in LOVE with you*


Monday, February 16, 2009

I am so clumsy today! Got 2 cuts on my hand, & a cut on my knee. =(



Dear dear came to pick me up after work & to HK Cafe in White Sand for dinner. =)





I am OFF tomorrow~ & going to town with laopo! =) *shopping shopping.



Dear dear will look for me after his work tomorrow. =) Hopefully everything goes on fine so that I get to see him tomorrow before he is away again for 2days.....
**NEVER get a bf in Navy.... unless you can stand loneliness like me for his frequent out of town.




Oh! Dear dear let me test drive his car! SO scary yet excited & fun! Whee~ & I stepped on the brake too hard just now that I got a shocked! Thank god we are fine. LOL! Shall try it again, tomorrow??!!







I simply love my dear dear to the max! =) Love crapping & talking nonsenses with him. Tease him & disturb him. Make him speechless.... Just like a close close friends. =) & I can say anything n front of him, without afraid that I may ruin my image or whatsoever... cz with him, I am who I am, I am me... the real me, that he loves me for... =)

Crazily in LOVE with you*


Dear dear is uber sweet to accompany me for lunch today. =)



& the silly him surprised me with a bouquet of Gemberas without me knowing. I guess he insisted to give me a bouquet even though he can't find any yesterday. SILLY! He lied to me bout changing notes as an excuse & I asked him to come up to look for me & when I see him, I didn't notice what's in his hand. HAHA! Colleagues were making fun of me, & I guess I blush?! HAHA! Lucky not much customers.

Thanks so much hunny. You really did surprise me. & throughout the day I've got sweet smile on my face. =) Really appreciate it. & you lie to me!! Made me believe in you. Smart huh! HAHA! I'll never forget it. My 3rd bouquet of Gemberas. =) *muacks How sweet can you not be?! ♥






Dear dear came to fetch me from work. Dinner at Changi Village. Roti John again. HEHE!





Love my hunny so much! =)

Crazily in LOVE with you*


Saturday, February 14, 2009

*done by Thai Accent



I am in a shity mood today! Emo at times, happy at times, emo again.... What wrong with me???





Anyway, This year V'day is a simple one for me as I mentioned. =) Dear dear came to pick me up, wnent to Vivo, brunch at Thai Accent, shop around. Then to town, shop around. Went to do marketing before home-sweet-home.


In fact, its my first V'day that I am out shopping... in town. =x I know its kinda unbelievable but its true. Heh!


The silly him insisted to cook for me though he is tired. =) He said he wants to make this V'day a special & unforgettable one. & he did. =) I know he is trying his best to cook for me. *sweet. Thanks hunny for your ai xin V'day dinner. Its really nice. =) *muacks.




He tried to get my favourite flowers but too bad its not selling. Everywhere is selling roses. HAHA! I understand why he didn't get me present. All his available time was with me, & besides that, he will be working & away for sailing. Its ok for me, cz I am happy to have him by my side during this day, & have his time & accompany for me. =) He is the present for me. =)















Was reading through my posts posted last year, consisting of him. It put a smile on my face. Feel sweet & love. =)












Its 1+am & I am still so awake. Working later. =.= Depressed.










Anywyay, hunny, hope you like the present I got you. Hope each time you use it you will think of me. =) & hope you like the card too. I LOVE YOU Silly & I seriously do. The feeling is so strong...... an undescrible feelings................

Crazily in LOVE with you*


Friday, February 13, 2009

WHEEE~ I just sign up Facebook! HAHA!! I know I am damn slow la.... its like people around me are having that except me! So decided to sign up for fun. =) So people who knows me can add me ya. HAHA!!



I am so bored!! Did a simple manicure for myself. =)




I miss dear dear.... wonder when he's back. Hope I can see him at night but I know its definite impossible!







Meeting wifey later. To her place slack. Wanted to meet Ari darling but she gotta work late. SO next time ya. =)



Tomorrow is V'day~~~~~ Enjoy peeps! =)

























**********************




I am back.





Feeling tired. I wonder why. =.=








Meet laopo at PS, shop around & I got myself a pair of earrings. =) A V'day present for myself.








To wifey's place after that. Watched her bake cupcakes. KEKE! Fun!





Cabbed home. Driver cheated my money!! =.=







Dear dear is finally back in Sg! Just in the nick of time to wish me Happy V'day. =)







Seriously got no idea what we gonna do tomorrow. =(
Sometimes I just hate it when there's no plan. Yet, I don't plan.














Emo all of a sudden...









Nights.

Crazily in LOVE with you*


Thursday, February 12, 2009

I simply don't understand why my brother & my mum must quarrel every night! =.= Its damn irritating & annoying, especially from all the deafening shouting from my bro. I think the poilce came just now to ask what happen. DAMN XIA SUAY!!


& my stepfather.... starts asking bout me & Raymond again which is damn fucking annoying as well. Its not as though I am getting marry, & why should his parents look for you & talk bout us? Its damn ridiculous & bo liao can! =.= PISSED! 我觉得你所说的都很无聊,超级无聊!!! 他们为什么要来找你谈??又不是说我要结婚。 现在是什么世纪了,不要老古板可以吗?? 就算你不赞成我还是会跟他在一起的!!就算你不让我见他,我还是会继续的!!!!
My happiness lie in my own hand, not yours! I am the one who decide my own fate, not you! You have no rights to tell me who to see who not to, who to be with & who not to be. You are not me so please stop telling me what to do. Its annoying & irritating!! If you have the guts, tell Raymond yourself, or look for his parents yourself... stop asking me! You can't even control your own life so please stop controlling mine! ALL YOU WANT IS YOUR FACE!!!! DOES IT WORTH ANYTHING?? I DOUBT SO!! 你的面子比较重要,还是我的幸福比较重要??






ARGH! IRRITATING! Everytime dear dear not around, such thing will happen. WHY IS THAT SO?? I was so pissed that I smsed dear dear 4pages long & asked him to settle it. Seriously, I can't do anything. Only he can settle it. Sick & tired of all these shit. Why can't just leave me alone???

















Anyway, I meet wifey at 2+pm lo!!! Was a bit mad at her as well, plus my stepfather blahblahblah made me mad+mad!!! So, meet her at AMK hub & had my brunch at MOS. Cabbed down to Yio CHu Kang to get my PDL. Superb long queue la. Waited for like 2hours+??? At the same time I went to apply my advance. The thoughts of applying both together strike me so that I don't have to go back & queue again. I am so smart!! HAHA!! My advance will be on 27th March! =) *stress! Wifey already pass it. & I shall sms the instructor tomorrow to tell him I've already get my PDL!


Oh! There was this girl crying damn loud while I am waiting for my turn. Thought she fail but its not! Damn ridiculous can! =.= Everyone was looking at her, wondering what happen. By the way, she is MIC!!





After settling everything, we cabbed down to town. The driver uncle is damn funny. Talk to us. He is damn sweet too. He said he only love his wife, blahblahblah... he still holds his wife's hand!! SO SWEET CAN!!!! He said life is short so be happy. Said quite a lot of things which is damn true. =) Nice chatting with him.




Wifey & me finally get V'day present for our love one!! =) Lalalalalallalaaaaa~~ I guess dear dear will be able to guess what I got from him when he sees the wrapping paper. HAHA!!! I also got him something else. WHEE~~~~ Feel so happy getting him the presents. Though I spent quite a bit on it, but its ok... I am happy to spend on him. HAHA!!




Should I get a Long Champ bag? But its so common, yet I have the temptation to get it. =x Or Gucci bag??Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....



Anyway, Robinson now they absorb 7% GST when you purchase things over there, till 15th Feb!! Save quite a lot..... Make me even have the temptation to get the bag!! Bu whenever I think of what dear dear tells me, I'll just forget it.




Dinner at Central HK Cafe. As usal, chatted like nobody business & wifey teared. =( We can really yakyakyak non-stop the moment we meet. HAHA! I enjoy meeting them, slacking, chatting on anything & everything under the sun, like nobody business.... its really great to have them with me, willing to listen to me, cheer me up when I am down..... thanks. =)




Well, wifey & laopo... this is for you:

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now, he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....


Got this from email & find it very true... so..... remember what I said at the cafe??
你觉得现在的你会比你当初和他在一起的时候快乐吗?你会觉得幸福吗??
Decisions lie in your own hands, as well as happiness & fate... =) I don't want to see both of you unhappy....







Alright... I miss dear dear!! After making the decisions few days back, I feel much better. =) At least, I am much happier, regardless when I am with him, or alone. I truly am. =)






Life is short, so be HAPPY!! =)


Crazily in LOVE with you*


Wednesday, February 11, 2009









I am feeling damn tired these few days, cz "da yi ma" visited me on Monday! =.= Well, I decided to have a quick blog before to my lalaland. =) Anyway its my OFF tomorrow, but so sad dear dear is not around. He will be away later, till Friday. Lucky thing is, he will be around on V'day. =) He just gave me a call. MISSHIM!







Will be meeting laopo & wifey tomorrow to town, to get Vday present. Gonna get my PDL too so that I can start my practical. =)













So, V'day coming in 2days time, how are you guys going to celebrate?? For me, I guess it will be a simple one with my love. =) He doesn't need to get me flowers, he doesn't need to bring me to restaurant, he doesn't need to buy me expensive gifts, all I want is him, all I want from him is time. =) Able to spend quality time with him is real important & damn precious to me, that's why don't want to waste my time quarreling with him when he's with me. And its real fortunate that he is able to spend V'day with me. Seriously, V'day is just like normal other days, & as long as I am with him, everyday is a V'day. =)




It is actually my 2nd V'day with him but my 1st official V'day spend with him this year. =) & I still remembered he got me a pink ipod mp3 & surprised me with a bouquet of Gembera. =) I told him that its my favourite & he actually remembered & got me that! *surprised. He's the first guy to give me that, & we wasn't even together yet. & his stupid reason just to get my branch address which he could easily obtain from the web, just so that the flowers can be deliver to me, makes me smile. =) He is just that silly. But too bad I wasn't working that day, & got him to deliver to my place instead. Well, with his dumb questions, I managed to know what he is going to do. That's what I love bout him, silly yet cute, meant to be a surprise for me yet I manage to know it. HAHA!!






Its really amazing how I managed to remember how we get started till now, still. Everything seems like a dream, everything seems like it just happen. & soon, it will be our anniversary. *gasp!








































Anyway, data entry again for me yesterday & today. Almost went cock-eye! ...........

























& dear dear accompanied me for lunch on Monday!!! =) & he spent $300+ on his car, & main reason is mainly due to me. =x I know, he dotes on me, whatever I said, he will remember it & try to do it for me. *sweet. Silly silly! =)




















& we went to Changi Village for dinner. & tour around Changi after that. He drove me to where he works as well. =)


































Alright. I gotta sleep. Nights. =)

Crazily in LOVE with you*


Sunday, February 08, 2009


I HAD A GREAT DAY WITH DEAR DEAR TODAY!! ♥


He went back home after his duty, change & come down to meet me straight in the morning. He sacrifices his sleep for me!! *touched. & when he reached, I am still lazing around. =x


Went to bath & prepare & off we go....



Dear dear bring me to this hawker place at...... I don't know how to spell the street name! for soup for brunch. He knows that I am not sleeping well these few nights, so bring me to drink herbal soup. *sweet. I am having insomnia these few nights. =(


Then to Taka. Went to Triumph sales & I got myself 3 bras + 2 panties. =) Went to FEP. Bought my favourite HK milk coffee at the basement before walk around. Got myself a top coat & 5pairs of falsies. =) Chosen by dear dear. KEKE! He has become my personal consultant le.

Went to Cold Storage to get yu sheng before to my grandparents' place. =)


Had dinner there, stayed awhile & home-sweer-home since nowhere to go. Poor dear dear is tired le, whole day never sleep.



Spend some quality time alone with him at home. =) Love hugs & kisses & teases from him. *muacks.





He will be OFF tomorrow, last minute as well. its good at least he can have a good rest. He didn't have much rest for the past few days... & the unreasonable me still find fault with him. *haiz. What a bad gf! =x



I'll be starting work after 4days of rest! =( I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK WORK! Look forward to finish work so that I can see dear dear. =)








Alright, gotta bath & rest le. Nights. =)

Crazily in LOVE with you*


Saturday, February 07, 2009

Boo! Dear dear having duty today =.= & thank god I've got wifey & CH to accompany me.


I called wifey & wake her up to accompany me for lunch since CH haven't book out. =P Lucky I didn't wait for CH if not I'll faint. He book out at 330pm lo!! & that's when I am having my brunch. HAHA! As wifey said she needs an hour to prepare, I went to have my pedi done at Compass Point. I feel happy & much better with nice nice toes & colors. =)


By the time I am done its 3+pm le, then we go for brunch. Head down to iKea to get photo frames by wifey.


Back to Sengkang cz I was craving for milk tea!! & meet CH there.



Wifey & me was busy updating our stories &....... *haiz....... headache headache!!! Most of the times, I think I am still fortunate to have dear dear as my bf! =) Just HATE his job la!!








Went to City Hall to look for CH's friends. Went to Kenny Roger for dinner but I didn't eat much due to the late lunch! The went to Paul Laner to have a drink before home-sweet-home. =)







Yesterday meet up with dear dear in the afternoon. Went to Bugis for Sakae buffet & its my first meal of the day at 3+ pm, after my last meal at previous day at 3+pm as well. Meaning I've not taken any meal, in fact food for the past 24hours. No appetite. Too upset. =(


We had cold war after that!!=.= Was damn pissed with him la! We both ended up not talking to each other, reason being we are too STUBBORN that neither of us want to talk first so we just shut up! Irritating!!! Even Cindy knows we quarrel when she's in the car.



I've decided not to waste my time quarreling with dear dear anymore. Simply waste my precious time with him! If there's cold war in future, I'll just walk away & leave him alone. I've told him that I'll do it, & I mean it. Pointless if we are together & doesn't want to talk.




Dear dear sent us to Keppel Club Peony Jade restaurant for CNY branch dinner. & started the dinner at 9pm!! The food was nice! & its red wine night, non-stop of red wine. With my boss & colleagues = drinking drinking & more drinking. HAHA!


& dear dear came to pick me up after the dinner. =) He said so wulu so he will come & pick me up. He sent Jenny home as well. =)





On Thursday was damn pissed & irritated too, with dear dear's job. Anyway, meet up with Wifey & went to Chinatown to get buttons, & we got the same belt which is dirt cheap!!! =) I shall patronise Chinatown more often. HAHA!! Cheap & good stuffs!!


Headed home & bring my mum for movie without dear dear. Treated her. Love Matter. Nice show. =) Dear dear should watch. Maybe can watch it with him tomorrow?? I don't mind to watch again. HAHA!!











& he is going to be mine tomorrow!! Going to town! =) Trumiph got sales!!! Going to take a look. & he keep saying I am going to get bra. =.= LOL!

& will be heading to my grandparents' place for dinner. =) We want to loi hei tomorrow~~





We are fine already. He called me just now. =) Demand him to tell me why he doesn't want to talk to me yesterday & why he so stubborn!! HAHA!! & I asked is he still angry now. LOL! I still love him though, I'll still marry him if he ask me to... ;P

AIYAH ITS ALL HIS JOB FAULT THAT MAKES ME FIND FAULT WITH HIM!! ARGH!!!




I've decided to live a life of my own, cz I don't want to depend on him. I don't want to get upset & piss & irritate when he suddenly tells me he got duty/sailing/finish work late. I'll also complain less when he spend lesser time with me. Then I won't find fault with him & there will be no quarrels. I don't want to add stress to him. I want to be a better gf for him. =) I should live my life to the fullest, with or without him. Without him, I'll spend my time with friends, family, relatives & myself! With him will be a great bonus. =) Its just so dumb to waste my time not talking to him, quarrel with him.......





I've really think it through!! Dear dear you should be grateful that your gf knows how to think k! SO, please dote on me more! Love me more! =P





Alright. I shall end my long long entry here. Nights. =)

Crazily in LOVE with you*